Damn you "love" for rearing your ugly head on this one
You GOT TO BE KIDDING ME
alright so been dating this younger chic for about 9 months. basicly the whole time it was on and off feelings for her, i mean i cared about her alot and when we got along it was great and sometimes it "felt" like love. but there was just so much that always held me back from actually "loving" her. But the whole time she was madly in love with me, so i kept hope seeing if our relationship would work and if she improved. But there were so many times when i was almost so sick of her i wish i didnt have to deal with her, and actually WANTED to find a way out of the relationship.I mean sometimes she seemed to me just plain psycho, obsessive compulsive, i don't even know!! I can not even find the words sometimes. But i guess it cause she was SO in love with me. So the whole time there was always turmoil in our relationship and sometimes i would deliberately avoid her and avoid her text messages and calls through the relationship, so yea pretty jerkish but hey, she was just a plain rotten bitch and disrespectful alot regardless.
well anyways yea, she broke up with me finally and i was like yea "whatever" just one of our normal fights , and tomorrow she be callin me or i would call her and we would be all good and get along fine, boom back together( the whole time im telling myself in my head, WHY ARE YOU GETTING BACK TOGETHER WITH HER YOU JACKASS?!?).
NOPE , NOT THIS TIME LOL :upset: :D
now she really don't want me back and she moved on
SO WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME MAN!??? WHY AM I UPSET OVER THIS?? I DO NOT GET THIS, i seriously can not believe i am feeling what i am right now. Mani am really hoping this is very temporary. THIS IS BS
Now it is turning out i am starting to act the same WAY she was!!! CRAZY
I need someone to slap me in the FACE as hard as they can.
AWW MAN this SUCKS