I can't forgive myself for something that I did
Hi,
about 3 months ago I was on my crush's birthday party (it was a surprise party for her and I was invited by one of her friends)
and of course there was alcohol and I've got all drunk like an idiot and tried to kiss her
(I usually dont drink alot, I don't know what happened to me that night) and I just hate myself now :/
it's been 3 months since then and I apolegized a thousand of times and she said that its fine and that she is not mad at me
and we even met a couple of times after that,hugged each other and all these but I just can't forgive to myself,
even when we were talking I couldn't look her in the eyes because I felt ashamed (we have a long distance friendship now)
I can't believe that this happened to me.. please help me :(
sorry for my bad english.