Ex gf contacted me. I still have feelings
my girlfriend ended our 18 month relationship. We are in our 30s. She is depressed and said she needs to try fix herself without having the pressure of a relationship and doesnt want to feel hurried into being 'well'. She is going to go to counselling. She has been before a few years ago. She said there is alot of things from the past she needs to face.
We both told each other how special we are to each other. We basically cried and hugged for an hour. She said she would rather end il the relationship now on good terms then later on bad terms.
I said I will respect her space but I wish things could be different.
I feel so bad for her facing this. She has told 1 or 2 close friends.
Its now 10 months since the break up. I thought i was finally moving on.
Recently I had a bereavement in the family.
My ex contacted me and sent a couple of supportive messages over a few days.
I thanked her and didnt ask her anything about herself. She sent a card a week later.
This has made me think about her again.
Help