that might sound a bit crazy but pls try not to judges...
that might sound a bit crazy but pls try not to judges... I needed to go to a seminar for 2 and a half weeks but i canceled it in the last moment (its a kinda risky seminar for a risky job) and I told my bf Im goin to Madrid with a friend for 2 and a half weeks (before the seminar started), i may sound like a ****ed up gf but i felt really bad and i thought this was the only option to take a break without drama cause our realationship is really ok recently... he tried to make a video chat but i didnt answer cause i wasnt abroad.
on the 3rd day i sent him a massage that i love him so much but i wanna be alone for a while he said have fun baby with kisses imojies and stuff.
we didnt talk for a week. i cry and miss him so much and so afraid of losing him... i know my reasons to take this break and i dont feel sorry for it... also i dont feel sorry for the way i did it but i needed to tell him before i wanna take a break.
i have a flight to berlin in 3 day im goin to call him from there and say sorry that that was unexpected
am i eating movies and overthinking about it?
i really dont know how would he respons after a week and a half with no conection. will he want to break up with me? will he be mad or dissapointed by me? or will he be chill and understand...
were together for 6 mounths... pls help me :)
