Having a bit of a problem again
Hi,
I had very bad luck with a girl. I tried to talk to her, and tell her how much I love her, and that I am thinking about her. And this is what happened:
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Now, whenever I see her at work, I gradually become depressed... and nothing helps.
Few months back, I added a lot of girls to my contact list to get rid of the depression, and finally there is a girl who loves me. I talked a lot about what happened with the other girl, and how I feel whenever I see her. And she had pity on me. I also like her. She sends me sms every once in a while, and chats with me. She kept me occupied for the past week. She said that she wants to meet me after our eid holidays. She is a very beautiful girl, and very fun to talk to. It is very wonderful to talk to her. She even sent me her picture.
But, the problem is, even now, whenever I see the other girl at work, I just start going down and down. It is like.... I don't know even how to describe it guys... Day before yesterday, I was in tears. She didn't even say a word, and she deliberately brushed past me. Without even saying a word.
And I got depressed so bad that there was a sharp pain in the left side of my chest, with breathing difficulty. It was so bad last night that I couldn't sleep.
Why is this still happening to me?
Right now I'm hoping that it will work out with the other girl. Wish me luck.
Shafiee.