Originally Posted by clynn
NO! No, you guys.
Don't you know...you're supposed to say, "yes, you did screw up" there is all sorts of hope, why are you giving up?
Yes, Yes, you definitely should've made that near-despearate call late last night when you were crying and couldn't sleep just to make sure for certain he knows you care!
I'm kidding of course. And I made no such call. At least I've learned something with age!
Thanks for the kind words. Still, its a struggle. It had been long enough and involved enough that he'd become incorporated into my normal life, not just a fun thing now and then. So it will take some readjusting to go back to just thinking about me again.
Plus! I think, at this age, gosh, I still don't seem to be able to make it work with someone.