posting this in here to, for more to read

Hello everyone!

Well hopefully this will be a long story short, I just want everyone to know where I am currently coming from

I am 18 years old My name is brirttany!I had broken up with my ex about 9 months ago, a week prior to that he jumped in to a relationship with a girl with the same name as me( was my friend to ) and I was devastated beyoun belief. Since than I have been having the emotional ups and downs of this whole healing process. I was doing fine until recently I had been having private calls once a week and each one were to hang up on me! Now the false hope that put in my head is the biggest set back I have had in a while! I finally went to her myspace again, and saw a picture of her wearing a shirt of mine( talk about slap in the face!) I am trying hard to not go there any more, and I think they might be back in elizabeth city for college or some sort..

I am just feeling how I felt a while back ago, This hurts so bad...have you had a first love that you've gotten over, recovered from!??

Your first love is always the worst because it's the one which you remember most vividly, it's your first experience and it sets your feelings about relationships for the rest of your life.

Yes. Damn. I think my first love was too nice. All of the other girls I've dated since her have been bitches. I still don't think I am over mine.

I hate having to go through this.

It's like your life is fine right in place than boom bam everything is gone, and even when you have fun with others it's still the focol point of your life which is trying to get over someone

This horrible painful process that I wished droped dead