im scared to post here for some reason..

okay so i joined just today. i really need to release some emotion i guess. but i dont know why i cant. maybe cuz i dont want to let go or maybe i cant let go. or just maybe im ashamed of my story. we all just have such painful stories. but i feel like i can never heal. maybe i just dont want to take that first step yet. its so funny how we are this person, this being. and we are the only one living in our own world called our "self." but its funny that we really dont know ourselves. all these question we keep asking ourselves but there are never any answers. i dont know. i guess im just ranting, just writing down watever is coming out of my head right now. i dont know...

Go ahead and post, but keep in mind that the posters will tell you what they REALLY think, so keep a thick skin.

Yep. Nobody is afraid you'll beat their ass here, so be prepared for the truth. If you can't handle the truth, don't post. ;)

Do what you gotta man.

If postin' that babble is what you needed to help you get you through the rest of your day, then this forum has served it's purpose.

But we'll be here if you wanna take that next step.

And as the above two mentioned, people here will tell you what we really think, and what we really know.

In the end, it's really better that way.

sounds like whatever happened to you happened really recently. We have all been there post what happened we will tell you our views. there is no shame here man. everyone here has joined for a similar reason.

Don't worry about getting flamed. Just shake it off and look for the good ones- they're here, and if you want to share, they'll listen.