I'm not sure if this is the right place for this, but I kind of just need to vent. Awhile back I met this guy. We pretty much hit it off and really had feelings for eachother. Well there was no actual relationship but there were lots of ups and downs. Long story short, we're no longer speaking :( I don't think we ever will again. There's been so many things said that I don't feel can be taken back. I feel like he suddenly turned on me. I just miss him sooooo soo much and just thinking about it brings me to tears. I know I need to forget about him and move on, but it's just so hard. I mean, I spilled my heart out to this boy. I just feel like I set myself up for it. Now I'm just sitting here holding back tears and I just feel so... blah. I want to see him or speak to him. I just want to know why? What have I honestly done to make him not ever want to speak to me again. Oh well. As I said, life goes on and I'll get over it in time. It's just hard. I just feel really hurt and I guess I just needed to vent.