Hi...
Imagine, that your whole world is upside down... just like mine.
But... let's start. I had a great friend of mine. It was a girl, who didn't let me down, and I could rely on her everytime. Our relationship lasted about year and a half... We had to finish it beacuse she thinks that i am flirt with one guy. After these 18 months I can say that she is a quite selfish person. I gave her a lot, really!
I thought that her temper is very different for mine, she is Capricorn, rather selfish and an impulsive person.
She had also another friend, a boy.. ( I just don't believe in friendship between male and female, sry ;) ) One year ago she started dating with him, at first they were just "friends" and then decided to do smth with it. They were together about 8 months... really long for the people from the same class, I guess.
But, well, the story begins...
They broke up, after it, he seemed to be uninterested in her feelings. She was sick and tired. Crying - every day. Calllin me up and crying - every minute. I felt that she needed me, so i tried to help her. well, maybe sometimes I was too naive...
She was lasting in it about 6 months.
What's really amazed me, after all, after loooong holidays without him, they are friends again... But, what is true, ONLY Friends... I think that is not clear for her, she still feels smth to him.
So : the problem is, that I thought we could be together in the near future, me and that guy, so I told him yesterday what was on my mind, I said that I liked him most accidentaly. He was quite blushing. It was tha first time I have ever been so spunky. heh, I believed that he was too shy to confess it. The side effect is that now he dosen't act as he did before. I feel like a shit, he just doesn't bother what i know feel. Sometimes he looks at me and then just walk away... We didn't talk today. What the hell is the reason ?
I am sure that he thinks a lot, but why he acts that way, I am really sad :( Maybe he needs time. I must add also, that long ago, before my THEY were together, he was head over heels in love ...with my person, but I didn't want him. I said smth that now I am ashamed of... maybe it is a revange or a game ? :> I don't wanna know :(
Please help !
