mother of all questions here... neally a year ago i met this woman on the internet, in a fan club for a band. after a quick chat in the chat room we swapped MSN address's. within mins we were getting along great, had so much fun chatting to her everynight.
eventually we exchanged phone numbers, and were txting all the time. then we got to calling each other regually. then she told me somthing i never thought i would hear from her. she told me she had feelings for me, even though we have never met. which amazed me because i kinda felt the same...
dont sound so bad eh? im 16 shes 30.. we live 150miles apart, shes got 2 kids i have to go to collage here for the next year and a half, and a husband who wants to kill me.. even though they are splitting up (not because of me)
we talked about it for along time, and we thought we would give it a try. but first of all we wanted to meet.. met last saturday, she had to bring the kids and couldnt stay for real long, but we had a great time. pretty romantic. she drove me to near my house and we both got out of the car, and she gave me a present. we both got really sad because we knew we wouldnt be able to see each other till after christmas :( but we had a great kiss, with passion..
never felt anything like it before. we had fallen in love. she got home and we talked all night. it was goin great.. untill this saturday, when i got a txt from her saying "im not strong enough.. and im not good enough for you.. need to go.. sorry x" i was devistated. we are talking about things now, and there maybe a chance we get together, not sure??? do you have any advice for me and for us? thanks, liam