How I told a girl my feelings, am I alright?
Aww man... This is so weird. Well here goes:
I liked this girl ever since I met her. I have known her for a year and and half now. Last year I was in her class and I was like a jerk to her. (I liked her back then). Like when she was too noisy I would be like "Shut the **** up". I know that was pretty stupid, but I regret that. Well this year, I told a couple of her friends that I liked her.
I have one class with her and she sits about 2 seats across from me. I started a conversation with her a couple of times and tired to talk to her online and seemd like the online questions were short. Well before valentines day, I knew she probably knew that I liked her so I bought her a card, rose and a heart boxed chocolate.
When I gave it to het, she was like stunned. I told her "we can be friends, but what I really want is your love". Her jaws dropped for like 3 seconds. And a group of her friends were in back of her when I gave her the gifts. She gave me a hug and I just walked away. When I meet her online now, it seems like she doesn't have much to say to me. Well I really don't want to lose her. Oh and in the card, I wrote how I felt about her and a poem on me being shy and making her feel that she was #1 to me.
We have a break from 2-13 to 2-23 I have not talked to her yet via IM, I really want her to think. I don't have her number yet though....
Well if you manage to read what I said, can you please help me out? Any help is appreciated. Thanks in advanced