I wanna commit suicide, seriously.....
Hi, im ne to the forum guys
This is the story.
I came to a school in Perth when I was in year 8, now im in year 11. WHen i first came here, a girl liked me, but I always "IGNORED" her. That is ABSOLUTELY not true. Its because of these 2 reasons that made me look i ignored her : My english was shit (yes, that time i couldn't even speak english properly) and I was shy.
Ok, so she kept saying she loved me, but I wanted to say the same thing, which is true, coz i DO love her too, i jsut cant say it because of those 2 reasons. from year 8 through to 11.......
Now thought, in year 11, i cannot take it anymore, it hurts me so much, so i feel i have to tell her that i love her and my english is much better now. I decided to send a letter saying what i feel about her. Now, its holidays, term break. the problem is, im not even sure if she has received my letter or not. I cant make sure. This is it, Should i sms her if she has receieved my letter? but im too nervous to do it, im scared shes not gonna forgive me or something. But i also need to know if shes got my letter....
Please dont flame me now becuase im very sensitive at the moment.....
Thanks very much any help greatly appreciated.