this is no love story... this is a sad story.. My boyfriend left me 1 week ago and all i can do right now is listen to his favorite music and stay on the net, just like a zombie does.. i eat but taste nothing, i drink but i'm never thirsty.. I hate life and all that goes with... I lost my speech as i know whatever I'll say would get me scolded.. All started with this trip he did to the maldives.. i hate that country even more.. his name is billy and was my whole world.. he was my universe.. i did everything he wanted me to do... i learned to cook for him.. and i cooked his favorite dishes all the time.. I learned the songs he loved to sing for him..
he had planned a trip to the maldives and i let him go as it was for 9 days.. i wanted to go but financial matters didn't allow me.. and when he got back, he just told me he cheated with a pharmacist there.. i was shocked and didn't speak to him again.. after 2 days i called him to tell him i had forgiven him but to my surprise he told me he didn't want to have anything to do with me! :sad2::sad2:these last days i've been trying to locate pharmacies in maldives to catch that B** of thief!!! I only found this pharmacy directory at [url]http://www.drugdelivery.ca/xx-MV-00-A-xx/Maldives-Pharmacy.aspx[/url] !! Can you believe that?? NOT a single pharmacy and he cheated with a pharmacist?? what kind of lie is that?
I hate him!!! I hate him!! convince me that i hate him.. .:mad:
Why can't i forget him?? 2 years out of 20years isn't that long no?? I've lived 18years without him, why can't I live without him now? why? who can tell me?? maybe it's because i gained weight!!! i've gained 2lbs since we met!! :upset::upset: