anticipate?

I wrote this poem for my girl during this event here...
[URL]http://loveforum.net/showthread.php?s=&threadid=1839&forumid=8[/URL]

Puffpuff girl.

Anticipation inside I feel
Waiting to see you,
To make it real
Abaybee I know I was so mean
I see it so clearly now,
I’ll change like you’ve never seen.
Wanting to run my life with you
Until I die,
Will I not take care of you
You mean the world to me you know
Hurt you intentionally,
I will never do so
I know this poem really suck
I can’t fade your godly poem skills
If I had any luck.
See what I mean by suck?
Haha..
I feel like a shmuck.
Your shmuck forever

Poopoo boy.