hi i had a relationship with a married woman,it was all sexual though and i lied about everything by telling her that i loved her with all my heart so that we can have cybersex and real sex.its not that i seduced her but it was her idea,i just talked about sexual experiences and that i loved her and then she told me that she wanted to have cybersex and from there on real sex.after 2 months.here i am,we never broke off and we still chat online,but we bothe went cold towards each other.the problem is i have been emotionally attached to her although i know that she is someone that i can not be with.i feel guilty,sinful and broken into pieces.i had this attachment to her that is making me feel sick/bad all week long,how do i detach myself from her and thoughts of her?i know that she is a cheater that i should hate but i couldnt.
