Lost!

This is the first time I've used a forum & to be honest it feels a little strange transmitting my love story over the internet...but, here goes!
I'm in love...that's it, in love with somebody who's in love with me. So what's the problem? The problem is big...very big, in fact maybe to big to be fixed. But, the only thing I can say is that, Beatriz is everything I've ever wanted in my life. I live her, I feel her, I have her within me. But, we can't be together!

for how long can't you be with her and why?

Is there are an issue you would like to get advice on, or what? If you just want to blog, there's a seperate forum for that.