Trapped

I remember the good old days,
We had so much fun in so many ways.
We were in love, or so I thought,
The kind of feeling that can't be bought.
I remember the days, way back then,
We made wild passionate love at the drop of a pin.
I found our Christmas pictures from last year,
And then from my eyes rolled a single tear.
Because I didn't know then what I do know now,
Your performance was brilliant! I give you a bow.
You told me you love me and was here to stay,
Well I say "**** you!" as my memories fade.
You hurt me bad, all day long I feel it burn,
I gave you everything! Is this what I've earned?
**** no! I know I'm better than this!
And one day I know I will find my bliss.
No, not in another, I'll always be alone,
Trapped in this hell that is made of stone.
Not even God himself can change my fate,
No one can touch me, it's already too late.
Trapped in this ****ing hell which is my mind,
No others like it, its one of a kind.
I really do hope your finally happy,
And I'm sorry you never found it from me.
I am very sorry if I ever hurt you,
With any of the things I used to say or do.
I know I said that in time I'll move on,
But I need you here with me, as well as our son.
Your the only one that can set me free,
For you are the only one that holds the key.

WOW man! sounds like the stuff I wrote at one time...

Sweet though...did you give her that?

No. I have not spoken to her since we last had sex wich was 2 weeks after she left me... I never saw or heard from her again... She didn't even show to court for the divorce/custody battle.

I won custody and now i am divorced...

But to answer your question, no. I have not shown her any of my poems... Nor do I plan to... It is just a way for e to express how I feel

how old did you say you were?

Man I am so sorry...but one thing is certain you have your son and thats whats matter NOW.

I wrote to express too. But have since thrown those out. Way beyond it. Thank GOD!! Trust me in time you will too! Keep your head up!

I am turning 20 on April 16...

I turned this poem into a song... And changed itup a bit... Here it is:

-Trapped-

I remember the good old days
We had so much fun in so many ways
We were in love or so I thought
The kind of feeling that can't be bought

I remember the days way back then
We made passionate love at the drop of a pin
I found our christmas pictures from last year
And from my eyes rolled a single tear
Because I didn't know then what I do know now
Your performance was brilliant I give you a bow
You told me you love me and was here to stay
Well I say **** You ! as my memories fade

You broke my heart in two
What is the world coming to ?
I'm tired of playing games
They all end up the same
Always getting hurt in the end
Well **** that ! Never again !

You hurt me bad all day I feel it burn
I gave you everything ! Is this what I've earned ?
**** no ! I know I'm better than this !
And one day I know I'll find my bliss
No not in another I'll forever be alone
Trapped in this hell that is made of stone
Not even God himself can change my fate
No one can touch me it's already too late

You broke my heart in two
What is the world coming to ?
I'm tired of playing games
They all end up the same
Always getting hurt in the end
Well **** that ! Never again !

Trapped in this ****ing hell which is my mind
No others like it its one of a kind
I really do hope your finally happy
And I guess God didn't want us to be
It is so hard to keep you satisfied
I've worked so hard I nearly died
All for nothing I've wasted two years
I hope you're happy while I sit in tears

You broke my heart in two
Now I know what to do
I'm tired of all the games
Every one of them ends the same
Always the ****ing pain at the end
Well **** You ! This time I win !

hehe - i just looked at both of these again and I just realized my whole outlook on her has changed

NEW UPDATED VERSION !!!!

This is the one that I rewrote this week so that it will be easier to sing to an actual beat. Its pretty freakin cool what we have come up with so far.

Bet your ass I will post up more info on this when needed.


--Trapped--

(Intro)
I remember the good old days
We had fun in so many ways
We were in love so I thought
The kind of feeling that can't be bought
I remember the days way back then
We made love at the drop of a pin

(Verse 1)
I found some pictures from last year
And from my eyes rolled a single tear
Because I didn't know then what I do know now
Your performance was brilliant I give you a bow
You said you love me and was here to stay
Well I say **** You ! as my memories fade

(Chorus)
You broke my heart in two
What is the world coming to ?
I'm tired of playing all the games
They all end up the very same
Always getting hurt in the end
Well **** that! Never again!

(Verse 2)
You hurt me bad all day it burns
I gave you everything! Is this what I've earned?
**** no! I know I'm better than this!
And one day I know I'll find my bliss
No not in another I'll forever be alone
Trapped in this hell that is made of stone
Not even God can change my fate
No one can touch me it's already too late

(Chorus)

(Verse 3)
Trapped in this ****ing hell which is my mind
No others like it its one of a kind
I really do hope your finally happy
And I guess God didn't want us to be
It is so hard to keep you satisfied
I've worked so hard I nearly died
All for nothing I've wasted two years
I hope you're happy while I sit in tears

(Chorus)

(Chorus 2 [END])
My heart used to belong to you
Now I know what I’ve got to do
I'm tired of all the ****ing games
Every damn one of them ends up the same
Always the ****ing pain at the end
Well **** You! This time I win!