clouded vision

the pain claims the moisture which my mouth seeks
tears rain down shattering sound, yet i cant speak
all i asked was her company, was that so hard to keep
maybe she tried untill she found i was so weak

but...how many of us are without flaw-
and not so many are willing to change them all
shit for you... on my belly i would crawl
just to see the prettiest smile i ever saw

but she can never want me:
a generation of petty crooks and theives
see this is her ideal companion
so i say... bitch please!

you may not comprehend what we've lost
someday you will...
everyday without you my heart turns to steel
but at the same time i heal

ill always remember how we were together
seemed like the sun shined bright in any type of weather
and so ill forever see the good in you
but now i realize that im blind so it couldnt have been true

...another one about her