Trying to make things work
Haven't been on here in a while now...
I been with this girl for 5ish months (from December til June). She completely fell in love with me and I fell in love with her. It was all good for 5 months (or so I thought, she never expressed to me what was on her mind until it was too late)
She broke up with me in June because we had been fighting for 2 weeks straight pretty much and because 2 months into the relationship I guess I changed according to her saying I stopped trying and stuff (basically I shattered her heart) I couldn't fully see that but I vowed to myself that would never happen again and I would show her who I really am. When she broke up with me she said she wanted to make things work and still does want to but she just needed time because of all the stress in her life.
The fighting only got worse because every little thing that I would do would only irritate her because she was on a short string with me to begin with cause I broke her heart. So we decided to take a break from hanging out with each other and only kept it to talking. It got to the point where whenever she would get mad I would just take it like a b1tch and keep my mouth shut just so she wouldn't get any more mad.
Before our break we went on a little road-trip and I spent over $200 bucks on the both of us (mind you I'm still in college and work part time) For most part of the trip she was b1tchy to me.
After our break from each other ended, which was yesterday, we went to a waterpark and I spent another $120 on food, gas, tickets etc. things were looking better because we were talking again and I could hold her hand. This morning I told her how I had the worst dream ever which was about her cheating on me (I thought we could talk about anything, guess not) she got extremely pissed told me not to talk to her for a few hours cause she was so mad.
I'm just so torn up right now, I'm feeling so much anger and sadness. She said she wants to make things work but I don't know if she's willing to TRY and make things work cause I broke her heart.
Is this quote true?
"If you love somebody, let them go, for if they return, they were always yours. And if they don't, they never were."
-- Kahlil Gibran
Im pretty much down to that last option..............
I need yours guys input