fade out

this is a short poem over a beat used as an outro of a jean grae album, hearing it would probly be alot more satisfying so if you wanto hear it find the song "jean grae - fade out" from the attack of the attacking things album, she is a female MC, anyway heres the lyrics..i found them very deep- im not really a crying person, but this shit damn near put me to tears- i hope one day someone could feel half of that for me...

Dimitrius, i hadto say something
my brain is stained with you
I dont even think i can explain how much i miss you
Tears frame my page, my fate is outlined in chalk
The other day i freaked out on the street when someone walked like you walk
it took a second not to think it was you..
and then everything crashed down
I dont understand how god thinks hes was gona snatch out
Before you hit the ground, i hope you passed out
i wish i could run up in heaven with gats find you and blast us out
I cant find your brother, i heard hes with you grandmother
I spent two weeks on 411 trying to find the phone number
I didnt worry awake, got the call too late
and after i found out i spent a month in my room and never opened the drapes
I didnt get to say goodbye, its not fair
I hope you had fun in miami, it seems you were meant to be there.
My family talks about you often, i cant think of you in a coffin
Harder than random thoughts, i speak of you and get lost in memories
The intensity of losing you is like a thousand degrees in the desert
with no sight of water or trees
i dream of an Oasis
seen you in a hundred faces
Hear you in music
Pick a part of you in diferent places
Like a favorite i guess
Sometimes it snows in April
Your fate will never be forgiven
i curse in every religion
My heart is always with you
and anyone that i love will hafto know a part of me cant go to them
because its above- I miss you.

wow.........how sad.

Holy **** - thats deep man. I am definately gonna check out that song.