Wings too Fly

Sometimes in life we loose someone we really care about. Its always worse when we know the reason why they left was because of our dumb actions and choices. You sit back on the sidelines and watch them date and love someone else. The whole time thinking if you had never messed up what would have happened. In your mind they are lost and will never return. You have this mindset and continue too date and try too get to know others. The spark and excitement just isn't there and your mind quickly goes back too once was with them. Years go by and you do forget but you may see them or hear there name in discussion and it starts all over.

I went threw this and wrote a poem about it in 2006. Three weeks ago She came back into my life again out of no were and have too say I have never felt so complete in my life. She is the final puzzle and completes me. Its just like the quot from the movie
City of Angles.

"I'd rather have one breath of her hair, one kiss of her mouth, one touch of her hand than an eternity without it. One."

I wrote this poem in attempts to let go!
Monday, October 9, 2006 at 12:58am |
There is a girls who's beauty shines
a beauty were the eye cant lie
a beauty you cant deny
a beauty that makes you fly

The way she talks
the way smiles
the way i cant stop thinking about her
not even for a moment

There is a girl who's heart changes lives
they way she acts her heart never dies
keep your head high
seek God is her last reply

Wings to fly
but its so fare down
as my heart hits the ground
I need these wings to fly
as i plummet to this lonely goodbye

There is a girl who loves Jesus
Jesus who rules her soul
Jesus who never fails
leading her to his goal

There is a girl who's beauty shines
a beauty that i can never deny
a beauty that will always make me fly
as i pick up my wings and say goodbye

:D