is it confusion of maturity??
i posted some post yesterday about my break.nobody responded to one of em and someone did to the other.
this is my new question. my girl seems kinda freaked out... she's becoming fast and freaky in the sense that she's changing every taste, like she didnt like to go out in her life, but now she likes it. she didnt lile rare beef, now she likes it.. she's also acting fast and taking fast decisions. she really changed these 2weeks that wev been breaking up. and she's changing more.i know that she still loves me but she doesnt want to be in a relationship after 3years with no practicale reason other then wanting to stay alone. she doesnt want to go out with other men yet, and she wants to go to a party O_o... as in DJ's party the one full of people poping pills.
she's going to be 18next year... she always was a little baby girl when she was with me. now i know that when you start to mature you pass some time really really confused and i think females have that moment too. could she be passing that moment? i mean she practically is a new person but a crazy one like she's going into some phase..
i think if it is like that. when she gets out of this phase she will realize she did a mistake... but also i read this ebook where it says to leave her alone for a month and then she'll want you back.. but really i can't leave her alone as she continous to come up on msn chatting with me and today she also said im her best friend?! O_o i went to her job today and asked her to give me another chance even dough i didnt do anything during our releationship and had nothing but normal arguments... i only used to give her alot of rules which now i changed my mind about it and told her that i changed but she was ok with that still... but even dough i told her i'll give her a new nice relationship with a lot of freedome and that i deserve anothr chance she was like "no i feel better alone"
what im afraid is... that if she's going into a bad moment in her life and she starts going it out with people at parties, she will end up a clubber or crackhead and she will never notice she made mistakes cause then she will continue to them even after the phaze is passed...
pls girls , help me. i want to understand her... i want to help her..i love her with all my hearth and was never hurthed so much in my life. and when i know ican't do anything about it other then let time pass , i feel worst, altough now i decided to let a month passlike the ebook said but still if i chat with her... will that month still be effective? and as i sadi im still afraid of her messing up her life...
i aprreciate any help, thanks in advanced.
