Right decision or am i running away?
After a unbelievably painful childhood, and a even more painful break up with someone who was my rock, but also cheated, i've made the decision to get him out my life.
I left him on the 8th October. He was with another girl before we broke up basically, but i continued to sleep with him behind her back, 'cos i loved him and needed him around. But now he's moved in with her, and every now and again bothers me when she isn't around. But once he notices i ain't giving him sex, cos im not a toy, he doesn't bother me again for a while. I know that he still likes me, and once he's done with this new girl, who he idiotically moved in with after 2 months of knowing eachother, he'll run back to me. And i'm not putting up with that off him. So i've decided to stop speaking to him, change my number etc. But if he speaks to me, i'll speak back. But not in a loving way, in a casual way if you get me. If i don't he'll know i still love him and need to get away. I want to get over him not run away from it all. But he can't have my new number. Is this the right decision, or am i already running away?