Hi so
me and my ex have been split up since this summer. Then 2 1/2 month ago we decided to try again for the 3 time. It was very weird ackward and difficult.
I was very unsure of what I wanted and wether this was right or not.
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then basicly on 23-24-25 dec we had massive fights and disscusions on what we wanted to do. she broke up with me once I with her. Then decided to put it on hold until she came back home.
The arguments often let to old mistakes she did and it was really hurtfull on both parties. She denied them, then admitted them. Then said she couldnt live with them. I was hurt for her making belitteling my pain and not fezzing up to mistakes. I had fezzed up to mine, which where miniscual compared to her.
the thing is while she was out, we never spoke to eachother, and I was walking and taking care of her dog.
Then tomorrow we are meeting up for a talk.
I was very sure that I wanted this to end but then yesterday happend and today Im confused
I hooked up with a girl and sleeped with her. It was so weird. She was not as hot as my ex, but also the way it was weird in the sense I feelt really strange. I didnt enjoy it like I did with my ex. I missed the touch of my ex and feeling her next to me.
I dont know man, pleas advice is this normal??????
Is my heart trying to tell me something?
Is this just part of breaking up and getting better? what does this mean?
In one way I think, well it was a one nightstand, its always alittle ackward.
But I really used to enjoy them, this was just weird.
Im afraid I will never get past this chick or I will never find this kind of pation again.
Im really scared, feeling lonely and empty.
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