Guys opinion! Could this be real, or just all in my head and How do I get over him?
I had this teacher, Senior year, (08') and as the year went on my feelings changed for him and I am pretty sure his toward me. He would say he loved me and that I will always have a special place in his heart. Or he would say..I love you, I just want you to know that. I am turning 19 and he is 25. He told me at the end of the year, that he did like me, and hoped that my future husband, realizes how lucky he really is. ( that was strange..Im not getting married anytime soon?? I was thinking..why would he say that to me?)
He had this pic. of us from Graduation, framed in his office. He would make these remarks like, once I saw him in the hallway and he came out of one of the classes and told this kid, "hey you need to fix yourself up, and look decent... because there is a beautiful girl in the hallway. He told me," I talked about you to all my classes first day of school..and.Actually..I bring you up a lot."
We talked alittle via E-mail, about college and stuff..and he said "I am so proud of you, and not just w/ academics...but I am really proud of the woman you are becoming. I want you to know... Every time I look at the pic. of you and I here in the office...it just makes me smile".
Last year, we didnt really get along, I mean we bumped heads about everything! It was like we both kind of grew on eachother. We sort of made each other change for the better. He told me he feels that he has become a better person, teacher, everything because of some of the things we went through during the year. When we are together now, that I am not his student..he does treat me diffrent..not like a student, but its like we both flirt with eachother and hint things but niether of us will make any moves..Idk what to do..maybe he has not made any moves b/c he is not intrested in me like that..but I mean..c'mon..with all the things that have gone on between us...I just would not understand that he doesnt have feelings for me...=(
I went to my (former) school's game, because they had a special things for Alumni...and I was walking the track with a friend, and all of a sudden, I hear someone say " ohh so whats this? You cant say hello to me anymore?" And I turned around and it was him and he was like " hey...what you doing?" and he gave me a hug and I was like..I am not doing anything, just here for the game and stuff", and he introduced me to the ppl he was with and didnt even akowledge my friend (who he taught as well).. And he was like..yeah, this is Nicki, she is my former student. My friend was like..well thats kind of weird, she was like..he introduces anyone he is with to YOU, all the time.
What do I do here? My friends/family already pick on me about him..they always say..ohh we know you got that teacher wrapped around your finger..you know the ring finger on your left hand! My head confuses me, but my heart wont let me forget him. I thought over summer I would but when we ran into eachother after summer, I still felt the same. Even when I am with guys, more around my age..I think about him..and I know its wrong to even start things with a "Former teacher"..but I dont know what to do..how to GET OVER HIM..if I must...PLEASE HELP!!!
