I think i'm falling out of love.
Well me and my girlfriend have been going out for about a year now. I'm 21 and shes 20. At first when we started going out I was just absolutely crazy about her. She seemed like my dream girl, I just wanted to be with her and i was already thinking about our future together.
Our first 6 months we've had together really did feel like something special, but as our relationship continues on i feel as though what i felt for her early on is slowly disappearing. And I've been feeling like this for the past 2 months now questioning myself and whether shes the one for me or not.
What also makes it hard is that she is also very emotional and clingy. lol, i think about every week she asks me, "you would never leave me and break my heart, right? cause i just don't know what i would do without you." And i don't want to break her heart. Ever.
Whats eating me up inside though is the fact that shes way more than i deserve. She's smart, funny personality, way better looking than what i'm worth, and shes absolutely crazy about me and would do anything just to keep me happy and with her. I can actually trust her unlike with my previous girlfriends before her. She sounds like my ideal perfect girlfriend but then why am i feeling this way about her.
ugh, i don't know what i should do. I just don't want our relationship to be lie. but WHY do i feel this way when i have everything i ever wanted right in front of me?