"It's hard to lose something that you never had"

it's my last day of my class because its going to be our vacation.
And i'm going to lose my love one (but she don't i love her) because she may transfer to another school if she failed a subject because she have scholarship.
Im always posting a message to her friendster but she wont
reply to me, i don't know why?

but one time when im with her she kept telling stories about
her life.
is this a sign that she like me too?

but when we are at school she don't talk to me.
she will only talk when i talk to her or ask question.
i don't know why she is like that to me?
Because she talks to my other classmate.


"its very hard for me to lose that i never had"

pls give an advice on what to do?
thank you....

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