I just fcking dont know what to do... Most f*** up situation there can be.
So my mom found a new husband and they got married. We all moved together in the same house. His husband had a beautiful daughter. We started to like each others (ofc two young people who are not blood relatives living in the same house and having lots of free time) more and more and finally we were in love...but ofc my mom and her dad didn't know about
it because they would've told us that it can't happen. Well we didn't care and we started to be together secretly when they were at the work for example
or dating out or something else like that. Now we have been together more than 1.5 years, and my mom or her dad still doesn't know about it,
no one doesn't and they wouldn't accept our relationship either, even tho it isn't moray wrong or crap because we are not blood related or siblings.
But now I started thinking about that I'm kind of old already and she is getting older too and we can't stay together forever, get married and have kids.
One day we just have to "break up" and go our own ways logically but I feel like when we would stay together more longer,
then we would get attached to each others (and she gets more attached, more even then me) and then more harder it would be to break up at one day.
So I just thought about saying to her that we just shouldn't do this anymore because I'm kind of old already and when we would continue the same road then
one day it would be even harder to break up than now. But I just can't say that to her because she would probably end of killing her or
being depressed for a whole life. I need some good story or explanation to tell her so she would understand the situation...
Ofc I still want to get along well with her even if we are gonna break up. I just wanna end the love relationship because later it would be much harder!!
Right now I just think it was the biggest mistake ever that we even started to liking each other but can't do nothing on there. + Right now me or her would have a good chance to find a real guy/girl. One guy asked her out but she said no but then I started to thinking about that she just gives up a chance to date with some guy with who she really would be able to stay together and have a family but she gives it up because of me but she should think about future tho because she might miss all normal guys out when she still keeps rejecting other guys and one they we eventually have to break up and then she would think "why I didn't started dating with this guy who asked me out?" and same with me, I do care about her and love her but I'm worried that I might miss out my true love out there , with who I would be able to stay longer and do some things together and get married even and have kids, when I will stay with her longer...
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I have talking with one other lady lately and we both have same interests and goals and we even are thinking the same things at the same time and saying them out.
Imho she might be the right one for me, You never know but I can't test it out because I'm stuck in my current relationship which is gonna end anwyway and I might miss the chance to be with her. I hope you understand the situation. It is just so hard.
