Don't know what to do anymore:(:(
Okay, here it goes, I am a male in his late twenties, I am in love with a girl a few years younger than me, my feelings for her have allways been true, I don't even have the urge to look at other women, all that matters is her. The problem I have with this girl is that she is hardly ever physical with me, she works in a factory and she has a hard job but to me she uses this as an excuse not to be physical with me, in the weekend we sometimes have sex but more often than not during the week she will push me away 99 times out of a 100 and this is no exaggeration, during the week we haven't had sex in the 9 months I have known her, often she will also push me away when I go over for a kiss.
Sometimes we have a great weekend, and we would spend like 4 hours in bed in the afternoon, just enjoying ourselves to come to monday where its like the weekend never happened, she's distant all of a sudden, I have a constant fear of rejection, the entire feeling is different and I feel like I am losing myself, my libido is going downhill fast(stress, constant fear of rejection).
Now I ask myself, should I continue accepting this or should I just accept the inevitable, is this a normal healthy relationship, is what I am asking just too much(to be physical with my girlfriend and not have a constant fear of rejection).
Talking about it doesn't work, she will just pin it on my face that its normal that she's not as affectionate cuz she's tired from work, she often asks me, if you were tired from work you wouldn't feel like showing affection, but to me, I have never pushed away a woman I loved in my entire life, be it when I am sick, tired, depressed or whatever so I simply can't understand what the heck she's talking about. Love should be unconditional and your own girlfriend shouldn't be pushing you away so much.
PS : I know for a fact she isn't into other men or thinking about it. I think she's just completely asexual or something.