lost....

been with my girl for just over a year now.. my whole life is revolved around her and i like it. if i dont see her for one day i feel lonely. i always want to be with her . i dont want to do anything else. this is bad for me is theresometing i can do. or is this normal

well it is normal a lot of men act that way but its not so good so i think why don't you just try to get a hobby to get a little distraction and try to be focussed on that for a while not to much or else you'll just be associal

i do alot of hobbies like when im playing a match i cant stop thinking of her and i would even fake to go of the game so i can see if she has texted me. i am distracted

Yeah, you're infatuated.

It would be helpful for you to stop devoting your life to her, if for no other reason than your school work and sportslife and other social life is going to suffer. You cannot rely on one person for all your needs. Eventually, you are going to be suffocating each other and then start fighting, not know why, but it's because you haven't given each other space.

Another person can not fill you up inside. Emotionally anyway, physically, I'm guessing she is sans penis, so only you could fill her up inside ;-)