anyone who has ever fallen for a friend
hi,
i posted a thread already about this problem already that just one day i thought i might as well fall in live with one of my good friends, you know you hear about it all the time, see it in movies, never think it would happen to you, i thought i would always have my feelings under controll about stuff like this, but then you know, i decide to like this guy, and i think he knows it, and then it gets worse because he obviously doesn't care, otherwise he would have already called or something, and then to make it worse i feel like kicking myself for letting me like him and he doesn't like me. i feel like crap, i mean i am also 2 years older than him, he always used to try and make me like him, i mean he always would come and say nice things and that, and now i want him and can't have him, 2 weeks ago he was just this friend, now he is this great guy i can't have, how could i have been so stupid? now i feel even more worse because i think i am going to feel like this for a while, and i will end up seeing him all the time because we party together and then there are other friends birthdays...... it is just embarassing now, i can't let my friends know i like him this much, they know i kinda do, but they don't know how much. ok, i feel worse now. xxx :upset: