is she worth it?

So i broke this girls heart and then was deployed. She went to college and became my nemesis boyfriend while i was in combat. About a year has passed. Having a little "alone time" in afghanistan made me realized what a bitch i was to her and how i deserved what i got.

We had lunch the day after my bday and she clearly still has feelings for me. But i can feel shes not letting me in at all. She has her guard up. Im going to school but probably will be deployed within the next 6 months. Right now shes in the east coast and im out west. I know i love her.

what do you guys think? Just hang in there something might happen? or is she someone that i gotta forget forever? i honestly think shes the cutest girl.

i guess its something that you just have to regret. You shouldve treated her well from the get go. Thats one lesson learned for you, find another girl and treat her right.