Does this sound pathetic? Letter
Dont actually read it, just skim it. Its too long. I just want to know what kind of impression you get out of it. Im definetely confident in myself but you never know. A females point of view would be nice.
I know you broke up with me and you probably don’t want to hear from me anymore but at least read this. I would appreciate it because I really think there have just been a lot of misunderstandings between us. There might not be much I can do but I'm not the type to just give up if I truly believe in something. We didn’t date for a long time, but I really felt like you wanted to take the relationship seriously so that’s what I am doing now. I’m just going to be honest with you, I feel like we broke up because there was a lack of communication.
If there were things that bothered you then you should have talked to me instead of abruptly breaking up with me. I have treated you well enough to have deserved at least that. I know you think I snapped at you Sunday for wanting to hang out with your friends, but I’m really not the type of guy to want to control your time. I need my own time too, but the problem I had was that I thought you gave me attitude about it but I guess you didn’t so my bad. I wanted to assert myself but I didn’t do it in the right way and didn’t realize it would get you that mad.
You also mentioned that I disrespected your ideas of religion and the earth but it’s not even like that. I may be an atheist, but that dosen’t means that I hate religion. I actually think it’s a good thing, if it helps you get through tough times then good for you, but it just isn’t for me. As for your ideas on earth, I’m really sorry if I laughed at you. I didn’t mean to do it with bad intentions; I just meant to tease you playfully as with other things. I didn’t think you would take it that way. You told me not to laugh before and I didn’t listen, I apologize for that.
The truth of the matter is I actually found your ideas very interesting and I really wanted to get to know you even better because I was already into what you had been telling me. I never meant to disrespect you in anyway, that’s not who I am. You’re a deep thinker and you are creative, that’s just what I love about you. I like the way you think and I really want to hear more of what you have to say. I didn’t open up to you as much as I should have about my real thoughts and opinions, but they’re actually very important to me also. I know we could have had some really interesting conversations if I had done so.
You’re a very relaxed and mellow girl and that’s exactly what I had been wanting. You have been treated badly in the past and I don’t feel so great knowing that I hurt your feelings. I did treat you very well otherwise and I want to keep showing how a real boyfriend should be. I was an asshole about things and I'm regretful about it now. It was the alpha male in me trying to feel on top when in reality I should have just been the kind loving person that I am towards you.
A beautiful and sexy girl like you deserves and needs a guy like me just the way I deserve a girl like you, why? Because I can treat you like no other can. We may have our differences but to hell with them, anything is possible, and I think that we could easily work them out. We shouldn’t have been getting mad at each other the way we were the first week, and it was partly my fault. But I’m willing to change things and make them better. My mom really likes you and she’s keeps mentioning you all the time. I'm afraid to tell her we broke up though because that would mean I let an amazing girl like you get away and there aren’t many like you out there. So take the time to think things over, after all, you did tell me you loved me.
