Today was D day ....

The man I am deeply in love with just boarded a one way flight to Washington (our current location is Georgia). Today was D day for he and I ... the day I prayed would never come. He told me about 3 months ago that he was going to be moving for a job oppurtunity and in that instance my heart sank. There has been very few times in our relationship that we haven't been glued one another and the thought of him being states away has had me on a emotional rollar coaster for weeks. I am very proud of of him for taking this step to better his life, but not really sure how, or when I will have the oppurtunity to move there to be with him.

Considering everything that has been building up, I figured I would be a complete mess today. But, I'm not. I haven't cried the first tear ...
I don't understand what's going on here. I have been the girl to burst into tears over a movie because they mentioned Washington. I don't understand the numbness that I feel today.

My question is, has anyone ever found themself in a similar situation. And if so, how did you get past the point of feeling again, because right now ... this all feels likes dream.

It looks like a job opportunity took priority for him over the relationship. It looks like now is a good time for you to re-prioritize your own future.

It will hit you this weekend, when you're all alone on Saturday night and you call him and he doesn't pick up his phone.

No, it's nothing like that. We both knew it was coming and he asked me to be a large part of the decision. As much as I wanted him to stay, I encouraged him to do what he needed to. The last 6 months have been a challange for him. Life threw a lot of unexpected things at him all at once.

We've talked like 4 million times since he left last night. It's been tough for both of us. Just trying to figure out why I'm not in a pile of tears right now. I asume I was just very prepared for this and trying to let logic overrule the emotional outburts.

Thank you both for your opinion on this though.