My new girlfriend is a ...
I meet a girl about 3 weeks ago and I guess we are now officially boyfriend and girlfriend, but there's something bothering me about her.
I am a very straight guy and I only had sex with the few steady girlfriends I loved in the past. She's very different; she had some steady boyfriends as well, but from what I know so far, she had sex with a lot of guys just for pleasure, without being romantically involved with them.
She revealed to me that she also had sex with some women when the subject was brought up on a TV show we watched. I know most guys would be turned on by that, but I'm not into lesbian fantasies. It doesn't bother me that much, but after she told me that, I asked her if there are other shocking things I should know about her. Then she dropped the real bomb; she once had sex with 2 guys at the same time. Now this is one big turn-off. When she saw the reaction on my face, she tried to tone it down by saying she was drunk and that it wasn't really a good experience. Still, all I could think about was that she's either a nymphomaniac or a slut. Which is certainly what these 2 guys were thinking of her as well.
She has a rather impressive circle of friends and I feel like I can't look at them in the eyes anymore while I'm with her since I have no idea who did what with her and when. She also has a long list of MSN messenger contacts and I wonder if she actually "hooked up" with any of them before.
Despite all of that, she is an intelligent and cultivated girl and we share a lot of common interests. I really like her and I enjoy being with her, but I'm very uncomfortable with her past. If I had knew all these details before, I would probably never have got close to her, but now it's too late.
She knew from the beginning that I'm only into serious relationships, but I'm starting to wonder if I'm just "another guy" on her long list. I don't know if I should give it a try anyway or just put an end to this.