well, im not perfect, i make mistakes. im not all knowing. as soon as i make a mistake i am the subject of ridicule. so yeah, id prefer to not socialize. i simply do not get any enjoyment out of socializing, even if things go well. i simply do not like people. they all are judgemental and find the need to insult and or ridicule when they see fit. its like socializing is simply people brooding about making false assumptions about each other. utter chaos.