How can I move on.....

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Hi Im new in this forum and just recently Im reading some of the advices/posts here. anyway..maybe I need one for my situation.

Im inlove with a very much married man... weve been together for a 5 yrs now.. it began as a friendly-bestfriend /compansionship relationship and become stronger everyday, each year has past was very meaningful to me and my life began has a meaning.. with him, I can do everything, I can survive everything I am facing, I know I can if I am with him... I love him more than I can love anyone... But I know the fact that,there are limitation in our relationship.. Its wrong, its bad in any aspect you will see.. but still we survive, but things like this will not last forever, as I know for a fact that time will come, Me or him will tell that "Its Over", :emot101: But I can't live with out him.. I love him.. I'm alive because of him keeps my heart pump... But now days will come that he will leave me... I know.. I can feel it.. and it makes me sad.. cry everynight... mad to the situation that Im up to....

Please need some advice.. How can I move on with out my heart....

Thanks
margaret

not another one..
you should use search and see all the other posts lately that are similar to yours.
They all warrant the same answer.

How old are you? Don't you want a life and kids, family of your own?

Tell yourself this over and over:

A man who would cheat on his wife for five years is an inconsiderate jerk and I deserve better than that.

of course I want to..