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I am jupiter. Iam 16.i love a girl for 2 and a half years.
when i first saw her i didnt love her but i wanted to know her. So i made her my friend.
years passed!!
I started falling in love with her. this is because she was the only one who liked me so much.............as a friend.I began getting low marks in my studies. If i see my class mates teasing her i would think of beating them and have done it many times.
I began seeing her as if she is god. All my periods in school I began seeing her eyes.....her sparkling eyes which made me love her
One day she called me to sit with her. Out of over joy i said okay.
but she asked me
"What do you consider me as. Why are you seeing me all day. Please tell me this so that i can change my behaviour according to it. you know.... its irritating being seen by you all the time. I openly ask you do you think me as your girlfriend."

i winced and said no as i was scared. I also thought if she said no then my life would no longer be colourful.so i said no thinking that i could tell her later.........after i finish my studies.but i couldnt concentrate in it. she also is not talking to me any more.
My friend said "Look... She is interested to know your mind. But you are not willing to show it. Just go to her and say "Hi.. We both are friends for 12 months(replace with your actual time). I know enough about you. I hope you know enough about me too..
I think, You are the best person for my life. Would you take a part and be a partner for my life?"

Just say this via email, sms or Directly. I prefer you to go straight and talk by seeing her eyes.

Girls like Manly Man. If you are not even able to speak about your love. Then how can you proceed with upcoming relationship problems. Trust me, You will lose nothing. Brave & Straight forward approach always works."

but the problem is she is 8 months older than me
what shall i do.
pls reply an answer.

The problem is that she's eight months older than you? Are you kidding?

no im not.
but does that matter.
Sachin tendulkar's wife is 2 yrs older than him.
Shakespeare's wife is also older than him.
so why shouldnt i love a girl just 8 months older than me

please reply fast

I cant bear this. I couldnt sleep.

pls reply fast