I'm a broken dude, life is in ruins...
Months back, I posted here about my situation.
Short summary:
Met a girl in November of 08. Fell in love with her. Around April of 09 we exchanged I love you's, and held hands... A few days later we had a date planned, which she cancelled out on me... and on that date i was planning to ask her to date officially. Long story short, it didn't happen, so a couple days later when I saw her I did ask her. She said no because her ex bf (who lives miles and miles away) asked her out the day she cancelled the date with me... At that point I should've just dropped her completely, but for whatever reason we kept talking, got even closer. Did a lot of stuff together, physically, mentally, i met her fam and she met mine, etc etc... But all along she played me. My heart got so involved, more than it's ever been for anyone.. And now, months later I still don't know how to let go. We don't talk anymore and I just cry myself to sleep everynight.. I have no idea what to do anymore.