am i going insane?

my girlfriend works 6pm till 4 am, now i dont have a job and we live seperate. i always want to spend time with her, now she is calling me selish saying you dont let me spend time with my friends and im tired. so wha do i do? i am completly lost i try so hard to make time to see her i would even collect her from work 4am to see her, so on her day of she says she is going to cinema with her friend so i says thats cool now i ask when can i see you, she is like in the morning, i say why do i always come second.

im so worried she will cheat, i dnt knw what to do. i try so hard to see her all the time :( what do i do. we argue alot lately aswell

Dude, you need to chill out. She's trying to have a life. You should try as well.