Accepting I'm ugly (or at least unattractive)
How can I accept that I'm ugly and/or unattractive?
I'm slightly narcissistic and don't have a too negative view about myself about from obvious things that are unattractive but I try to look past. When I look in a mirror and I don't feel I look ugly unless I look bad that day for whatever reason. If I look good that day then I feel pretty good looking.
But sadly, no one else seems to agree that I'm in any way attractive or at least passable. Recently was talking to someone and they said
'you are really really really ugly. I feel sorry for you.'
and people like to rate people from one to 10 and I frequently get 2-4 (never higher).
So how can I accept that I am ugly, I know whatever view I have in my mind isn't the correct one if everyone else seems to disagree but still bothers me if someone says I am and makes me very self conscious