We broke up, i want her back
Ok I've liked this girl for over a year and when we finally became a couple, it was one of the most satisfying feelings however we've never been close freinds but we always talked when we aw each other. anyway during our time together we had a couple of good dates and she asked me out the second time, however after a month or so she started distancing herself from me, and flaked on our date. Anyway that week we saw each other a few times and she was interested in me again and asked me to go shopping with her, that day it was very hot so we decided to catch up the next day, the next day the train broke down so we couldnt catch up but we saw each other that night at a party and because she had told me she wanted to take things slow i was hesistant, and we had a few awkward moments at the party where we didnt talk, but we ended up making out and then the next week she went back to distancing herself from me and she told one of her freinds that "i was really shy and it made things awkward" anyway the next day I rang her asking how she thought we were going and she said "fine" then we spoke about things and then she said "i just want to be friends but i still like you" and she referenced how she had a really busy year in her final year of study and many other reasons then she said "how things might still happen".. anyway I tried to change her mind by telling her how much I enjoyed being with her and how I can take a step back but she wouldnt change her mind and said she want ready for a committed relationship... ever since then she hasnt spoken to me or returned my calls.
I still really like her and miss her so much, but I think she broke up with me because she didnt like me anymore. I really want to tell her how I feel but obviously she hasnt got time for me, is this a forgone conclusion?
