a huge probleme im so in love with my ex i have no life without him
we met 2 years ago and it was like a love from first sight we were neighbours it was my first day in canada then.We started dating after 4 month coz i didnt speak french and we had difficulties to communicate.After we were chating for hours on msn and talking about anything and re relationship went pretty fine but it was kind of my fault we saw each other just the weekends since we were going to diffrent schools...i told him that me and my friend we got drunk on a trip and he wanted to kiss me my ex got pissed he wanted to kill him i said if you do that you don'T love me and here it came he said its better for us to brake up first he was saying its all my fault i never call him he has to do all the first steps i have so many boys to be with him like i dont really love him...and all that kind of stuff...but after to days he just said he doesnt love me anymore(we told each other when we'll stopp loving each other we will tell)i said fine after we were having a lot of fights but after he said he was sorry we satyed good friends we spend like every day together and he has no idea im in love with him he sees me as a sister two month after the brake up he tried to make me and his friend withc was in love with me to go out i said no way and i asked why you don't go out with anyone he said after you i dont want too...he didnt have any girlfiends after me...now he moved to another town i see him not often coz school but we keep in touch and talk....and dont tell me to try start datting i did it didnt work just waste of time my heart belongs just to him i think i realized how much i loved him just after i lost him...also once my ex said he want to see me in 10 years (good memories) so what do i do if he doesnt see me as anything but his sister...