Im in love with a 3-4 years younger than me. . nid help badly :(
hii
im inlove with a girl hus 3-4 years younger than me.. right now im 19 years old. .
its unexpectable, its just that she came unexpectbly. .
we were in badminton team, at first time i saw her, im just amaze with her beauty
but i turned my attention out of her because I know its not right. .
as trainings goes by, I cant help to stare at her coz shes the exact ideal girl for me
a bit of boish type, excellent badminton player, beauty, and the attitude. .
then one time, were in NCAA tournament, I saw her watching those players alone
so what did i do? i approach her and talk with her. .shes so very friendly, kinda sweet that she even invite me to go and have a lunch
but ofcourse its not that she likes me too, its just that its in her nature to be friendly if you know what i mean. .
we talked about lot of things and her background story in badminton, shes very open even im just her new friend, very comfortble talking with her. .
and there it goes, since that day we became friends. . and I know theres no any other malicious feelings or what to her, its just im like her elder brother. .
so this is my problem, since the day that i saw her, i already admire her, and till now, i think im inlove with her. .
Ive been trying to turn my mind away from her but i just cant. .
what should I do?
Im about to ask her out, but what if she rejected me?
should i go for this girl and follow my feelings
or just turn away from her and hurt my own feelings?????
please help.. . .than you very much