cant seem to forget about her
Ive posted on here alot, and it always seems to help so yeah im feeling so down lately.
Ive truelly only been in love once and that love hasnt seemed to fade, even to this day.
I have a new girlfriend i care about alot, but my ex before her was what I felt like.. my soul mate.
I hear sad songs, and i watch sad movies, and her face pops in my head, and I think about her, and I just feel love, and heart break and I miss her so much, it kills me.
I know their will never be another chance with her, cuz ive already tried several times, she has moved on and seems to be happy without me..
Thats why i dont want to ruin my current relationship becuz of it, cuz I know the past is gone, and I must move on. its just so hard.
She was my true love, and ill prob love her forever, I miss those butterflies, im so scared ill never feel them again.