I have a guy friend and he lives in another state. We went to the same high school and we found each other through FB and every since then, we have been chattin, talkin on the phone, txtin, and emailin each other back and forth. We also flirt a lot and he admitted that he was physically attracted to me. But, sometimes, I feel as though there might be more just by how he is there for me every time I need a friend to talk to. He really listens to everything I tell him and he always remember every detail about me. He always jokes about wanting to see me but he also told me the exact prices of how much it would cost to fly down here and even looked up how far it is a drive to come down where I'm at.
I don't know exactly what it is I'm feeling. All I know is that I can't stop thinking about him. I like everything about him, from his charming personality to his hobbies and interests because they're pretty much similar to mines. He makes me laugh all the time and he always makes my day that much better.
Just recently, I found out he's being sent overseas due to orders being in the military, and he's leaving in a month! My heart sank to the ground when he told me, but I told him I was glad for him because it was something he wanted in the past that he's been waiting on. All day, I couldn't stop feeling so sad and I don't know why. I really do like him, yet I don't know how he feels about me. I feel as though if I don't say anything, I'm going to be living my whole life wondering what if? But then, if I tell him, would it change things btwn us, especially if he doesn't feel the same way? And I know it shouldn't be a good idea, because he's going overseas, but I can't help how I feel. What should I do?
