I need help... with an ex boyfriend...

So me and my ex dated for 6 months. He knows me more than anyone else. We are best friends, but it seems as though we can never move past that ever again. I want to and I dont. I don't know how to express the feeling. I'm hurt. I want to be with another man and I think if I were my feelings for my ex would not be as strong and we could go as friends. He is in love with me. No matter how much I've spit on him. I don't hurt him on purpose, I feel like I will want to get back together but I really don't and it hurts him every time. But I can't lose him. I don't care if that is selfish ... I will. die. without him. What is this emotion? I feel like I love him but I don't want to be with him like that at least right now. well I do and I dont. Obviously I'm really confused. Any advice?

Well, oliviareeves, you must be quite the busy lady. With your ex and wanting to be with yet another man not to mention your husband of 49 years sleeping with the light on.

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I don't know how you find time for it all. I'm tired just reading about it.

yes yes yes Queenie, i was just going to say that.