she initialized contact after I unblocked her
she initialized contact after I unblocked her
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After seen pictures on her facebook acount of her and her new bf, I decided to unblock my ex gf (she broke up with me at the end of january) at msn. The last time we spoke she talked a lot about her and her new bf.
And sure enough she initialized a msn conversation. She informed how I was doing and informed how my visit to a festival was. After that she informed how my love life was (she asked that a month ago as well). I told her that I don't go from one girl to another, and that I'm dissapointed in girls in general. She said, I can understand that. Then I told her that I didn't understand why she had a new bf within 3 days and that I looked at her msn account the same day she wrote me the email in which she broke up with me and that I allready saw that guy on her msn back then. I also told her that it felt like she has been cheating on me.
She replied by saying it just went that way that the guy was allready on her msn at that moment and that she was introduced to him around the time she broke up with me. But she insured me she didn't cheat on me. She then told me she was gonna smoke a cigarette and if I had any more questions I could ask them when she was done smoking. I replied: nah I'm going offline, I wish you a nice evening. She wished me the same. But I stayed online (a girlfriend of me told me to stay online), so my ex gf went offline about 20 minutes later.
Today me and my ex gf were online again on msn but neither of us spoke to each other. I really want her back and I'm glad I finally told her I thought she cheated on me. But what is the best strategy to follow now?
Go into NC again? Or go into LC and perhaps speak to her once? It's hard to talk to her, especially when she brings up her current bf (with whom she is going on holiday this july). Perhaps I could tell her not to bring up her bf is she is talking with me, cause I don't like to hear that kind of stuff? Sometimes I wish I could tell her the truth that I really really want her back and that I'm having a depression at the moment, but that won't be in my advantage I think.
You guys/gals have some tips for me? I'm moving on, and I know I shouldn't look at this girls facebook anymore, but something drives me to do so. I'm seeing other people but I can't get her out of my head.