She's watching photos from our past...
They called me obsessed on another forum, so I probably am.
Anyway, I decided to do a little detective work and see what's in her head when she's alone, because that's when real feelings come out. I used my laptop to log into her computer and checked recent documents and browser history and results were surprising.
She came back from California on Thursday and she was home all night Thursday and Friday, which alone is highly unusual for her, and she was watching our photos and listening to some love songs on youtube! No photos from her vacation, OUR photos! Two days in the row she went through photos of our beginning, our favorite road trip and the night we always remembered as special, winter in Central Park. I may be wrong but I don't think watching our memories can make a person feel good only a month after break up and two days in a row! I'm wondering if she's just starting to realize what she's done and started thinking fondly about us or what? She keeps texting the new guy still though. Any input is appreciated.
I know she's not gonna ask me for forgiveness no matter what, so I'm trying to figure out what's the best moment to drop her a call or should I just wait until she calls. I didn't answer her calls in the past so she may not even bother trying. She's very proud and stubborn.